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I loved you. And here's a news flash.
You protected me from nothing. I spent
a long time missing you, wondering what
the hell I did wrong to make you do that
to me. I thought everything was my fault.
And even when I got over that, I still knew
what I'd lost: you. You were the one who made
me laugh when I had a crappy day. You were the
one I vented to when I was mad, the one I shared
all the good stuff with. You always knew when I
was full of crap, and you always called me on it.
You were smart, you were funny, you were good-
looking. You were mine. And then, suddenly,
you weren't. I knew every day exactly what
I'd lost, and I missed you every day, and
I believed in you ever day, and my heart
broke every day. That's the big favor you
did for me. Thanks so much. Here's
the kicker. You weren't even protecting
me. You were protecting yourself.
If you'd given half a thought to me,
you would have said goodbye.

I’m the type of girl who will fall for a
guy she barely knows; who will listen to
a love song & see his face; who will look
for him wherever i go. I’m the type of girl
who doesn’t get over things easily; Who will
beat herself up when someone doesn’t love
her back; Who will cry herself to sleep
cause she feels she’s not good enough. But
I’m also the type of girl who’s strong; Who
can cry her eyes out then forbid them to
come back the next morning; Who will blast
some old pop song & sing at the top of her lungs
cause she feels like it; Who will be no one
but herself.

You aren't going to be his first,
his last, his only. He cared about
someone else before you and he will
again. But if he cares for you now...
what else matters? He's not perfect.
But if he can make you laugh at least
once, hold on to him and give him the
most you can. He isn't going to recite
poetry and he's not going to be thinking
about you every moment. But he will give
you a part of him he knows you can break.
So don't hurt him, don't change him,
and don't expect more than he can give
you. Don't analyze. Smile when he makes
you happy, yell when he makes you mad,
and miss him when he's gone.

*crys* somehow all my comments were deleted.
Please comment me again?

This is to the nights when you dealt with more drama than you
wanted to cause you're a nice person.
To the nights that you drank too much & made mistakes
that no one forgot for months & months.
This is to the nights that you hooked up with that guy,
feeling used & alone after.
To the nights you would have rather sat at home watching a movie,
but instead got dressed up in clothes that weren't as
comfortable as your sweatpants,
went to that party that you really didn't want to be at to find
the boy you like there with some other girl.
To the nights that you can't wait until everyone grows up,
cause you're tired of everyone around you judging you.
To those nights, that unfortunately come too often